tall trees & grilled cheese
I cannot stress this enough- Build a routine. Build Habits. Wake up every day and get used to being productive, one day at a time. Do this for long enough and eventually you’ll be at your goal without even realising it.
life is so subtle sometimes that you barely notice yourself walking through the doors you once prayed would open.
Shook me up
“Don’t you get it?! I am terrified. I am so scared of losing you. I’m worried you’ll wake up and realize that you wasted time on me. You’ll see me differently. My quirks will become annoying, and the things you used to love most about me, you’ll grow to hate.”
“I won’t.” He stepped forward, reaching to move my hair from my face.
“I’ve heard those words before.”
“Baby,” he whispered, gently pulling on my chin to force me to look at him. “I love you.” I opened my mouth to argue with him.
“No. Don’t. I love you. I love you,” he paused for emphasis. “I love you. I’m not going anywhere and I love every part of you. No matter what. I know it’s difficult to believe, but I love every little thing about you. Your big ears. Your cute nose.” He tapped my nose playfully with his finger. “The dark parts of your heart. Baby, believe me. I will love you for as long as you let me, and if that’s forever, then fantastic.” Before I could say anything else, he wrapped his arms protectively around me.
In that moment, I am equally comforted and terrified because I’ve never had something I was so scared to lose.
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- flowers blooming
- hugging someone after a long time
- wandering in bookstores
- late night talks
- listening to vinyl records
- walking through forests
- the smell of rain
- dancing late at night
- fairy lights
- seeing jellyfish
- listening to nature in the morning
- flower meadows
